Questions.

It's been a lot harder then I ever thought it would be. I have so many questions, unanswered. I understand that trials are for maturity but why so constant? I'm trying to be used to beyond my best here where I am, but what does that look like? I want to continue to surrender every day, show me how. I want to be the person, even though I'm on a Christian campus, is so contagious and different because Christ is just overflowing. I want more and more of my God.